Every lifes has a superb cast, but the main thing is to find the plot of it. (:

had accounts paper today and i doubt i would pass for it this term. its just sad sitting for paper when i know i'm gonna fail. bleh. so i spend my afternoon sleeping. am real tired this few days. last night went to asia cafe for supper with the cousins till 12 something and almost missed school this morning, hah. (: and for dinner we pay a visit to the ss19 mamak stall. tummy feeling fattt already. i need a diet pronto, seriously!

coming up, science and maths. gah! nites bloggers, loves heeps! xo

As all of us know, friday was a holiday due to Wesak day. this three day holiday was really productive. friday of course went down with darling marcus tam. (: asked my dad to drop me down and he himself went of to work even went there was no need. so yea, i went shopping like seriously. I'd saved a few cha-chings while i was busy with exams and citrawarna. spend my money was awesomely happy! went for cell as usual, cell was yet different that night. did alot of talking and listening around what everyone and to say about their life&day.

On saturday, went out with the family to carrefour for breakfast at the mamak stall. bought a few stationary for the continuation of exams next week as i was outtt of correction tapes, and ink. went home lazed around, hadnt the mood for studying so spend my whole time online waiting to update but blogger WAS beinging retareded. and it started to rain which lead to no electricity around the hosue after that while i just began reading through my accounts.

i got crazzzzyyy while the lights were away.
it was fun. (:
which me luck for another week of exams! xx

shout it ALLL out

todayyy, felt like a thursday knwoing that tomorro's a holidayyy WHICH brings me LOTS of JOY, yeap i'm happpppy :) a little break from exams which i'm not gonna talk about it here now i hope cause it has been really rough even though its not all the tough papers YET. I'll be happy if i pass everyythinggg will thats except add maths of course which apparently was hell. ok, so! today after school went back got yadiyadiya.. then daniel picked us up from my hosue and headed to mcd. met up with th rest and had my big macccccccc. its such a yum but i still prefer double cheese burger better. its smaller and nto so messy (:

after that of course me and darlign went to the park for a little stroll around, and did our normal camwhore stuff it was funn. got to throw a few hoops too with the guys and headed back home in the evening.

TOMORRO IS FRIDAYYYYYY ♥ ♥ ♥
(fridays deserves plenty of loves)

My Dreams..

and so, this gonna my last post for the week. and i'm off facing my bookss. yes, exams means no facebooking no blogging no msning no anything with the computer that is according to darling. bm paper was a pain in the buttt today. I'd practically wrote crap all the way. :) and english i got to write about dreams. which was real interesting. ♥ school was a bore like how it is always, and the fact that darling didn't show up last min! the canteen was hell suckish with NO food selling. so I spend my whole rm3 on biscuits at koperasi (: yes, i'm fat. When i want food you're not there. but when i'm full liek hell you bring food. why timing so badddd. anyways, headed back, did alittle add maths. I'm gonna whack you add maths butt off, and hope to ACTUALLY pass it this time. (:

one more week of hell and its time to partayyyy.♥

Baby, i miss you.

red seems to be my colour. (:

I'm back after a week of lagging off the computer (: and i'm gladddddd.

was busy with citrawarna performance WHICH went while last night (22may) at dataran merdeka. our performance was a blastttt ♥ and i'm sure everyone of us had a really good time too. we were all said to meet up in school at 12. so i woke up after a day of rehearsal the day before and was on time. got in the bus as usual and went off to dataran merdeka. had our make up done, and linggered around the area for awhile.

I HAD SLURPEEES :)

HAHA, you have no idea how mcuh i loveee(!) slurpees. who doesn't, especially with this deserted-hot-feeling weather that we're having now. slurpees like our hero HEE.

soo, continue..

finally at at around 7pm we were brought out to the middle of the road. got our pictures taken by passerbys and photographers.and finally at 9 the event start :) performed our dance twice,and it was hell nervousy/scary dancing infrotn SOOO many people. but yet its an never-to-get experience. did our dikir barat, which was really awesome, the biggest one yet to know. and everything finsih around midnight. got back home and immediately dose off. (:

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below are some pictures of my being bored while studyign this afternoon. you know me, when i study, i camwhroe TOO .HAAH. soo, exams near, just, while not just la since i've been real busy, so i JUST started studying when exams is TOMORO :( i hope i dont' fail weih.

I just notice, i have really FATTT feet/toes :)

thats how my weekend went by. like a rocket. ♥♥♥
oh, bugger i have my bm folio to do

Its like back in those days. when in kindy. AHHH, so FUN (!)

ain't my drawing cute, i got too bored and decided why not draw my own picture than going on google googling other ppl's pic. HAH, this is so original la ;)

soo, i finally after a million years of never stepping into tarbush (with my family) i finally did! :) yeap, went down to Empire Gallery this afternoon after sunday school. walked around searching for foooooooooooddd to eat, and my dad decided why not tarbush? :) first time having all thsoe delicious mouthwatering fooooood, i've seen people ordering in sunway and finally i got to taste IT! was real fat after that, walked around headed to parade, walked around more. i only remeber beinging really fat thats all. hah.

i studied, BUT fail.. :(

i need a add maths tutor?

PS: marcus tam :) i love you like crazyyyyyy, and not to miss the fact that i miss you hell lots. I'm sorry for the arguement thsi afternoon, i was being a bitch. sorry darling. lots&lots&lots of Love

HAve you ever get yourselves caught in the "I DON'T KNOW" situation. its just so frustrating. I feel like crying my eyeballs out everytime I can't do something but i wanna do it. i wanna do it so badly but there's jus soemthing thatkeeps me from doing it. its like someone/ soemthing pulling me away, holding me me tight i can't move or think. You have NO IDEA how i feel. Its liek a really mixed up/messed up feeling where you can't control. you feel so blur out. you can't think properly. even a simple question ask, i'll jsut go stoning. thats ow bad i am. :( i feel sad being this way. all the nervous-ness, all the shy-ness, allthe thinking so much when its just saying out just a simple answer. I think I'm born handicap :(

why am i so afraid?

what have i to lose for? sigh.

A Dream

I had this dream last night. it was real sad. I don't know why i'm having all this really sad and weird dreams this few nights. its scary (!) My dream included my family last night. it was a blurry one when i woke up, but i know i did finish my dream last night. after all those broken dreams the previous days. i get really huge headaches not finishing my dreams. I don't know is it a sign or a what. but i dream A LOT! If i can't dream, i can't sleep. :(


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Anyways, i'm already AM getting my ass ready for exams. but it seems to fail. like seriosuly i can't study. not that i can't la but i don't get any of my subjects. I NEED HELP MAN! :( sorry, its the time of bragging about exams :)
ok, i was gaven this add maths test paper-like paper to do by teacher, and went i look through, wanting to finish it up, i felt like crying! yea, there goes my add maths for mid term. gah!and i haven mention the rest of it yet. :(

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having our citrawarna thingy next week, and i hope everything goes will (:
andddddd if anyone hope to watch go search on tv. I"LL BE ON TV, OMG? EHEHEHEHE. but i don't know what channel that is. hmmm. wish me luck on not tripping or dropping my fan while dancing, OR forgetting the steps(!) OR just embarrass myself. HEE


I'll just entertain you with some of my pictures while i was doing my sivik projek lasttttt, i forgot when. It was hard work ok! and i managed to finsih all up and next day on the canteen table it goes. (: yeap! its on the canteen table with our names on, soo go check it out ain't? :))))

♥ I Love colours, who doesn't :)

Be a caterpillar then a Butterfly.
Its the way of Growing Up :)



Everyone trying so hard to grow up. everyone wants to grow up so fast, and to admit myself, i do too (: growing up means being able to have freedom from parents, being able to do whatever we want without so many rules. but have you have any idea what growing up is? its not all about having fun only, you'll have to earn your own living. stay young while you can, you don't havta worry as much as you do next time (: aite? butterflies are beautiful, but before becoming one all butterflies go through tough stages too, life is like a butterfly. HEE! :)

school was boring, the fact that i forgot to bring my whole file today which contains all my important paper AND ALSO all the sivik paper i was suppose to bring. we end up not doing anything for sivik period all thanks to me (: but have to continue on wed, sorry for not being so sivik minded today. hee. had a little mini conversation on my oh-so-awesome notebook with han li and emelia decided to butt in with hers too. that made assembly move on way faster. school was school. waited for darling, and headed down to the cendol stall below with darling and wei jin for a mini lunch. (: everything is so mini today. had my MINI sleep too. how cute, no? it rain again today, i don't know whats wrong with earth this days, keeps crying.



check out my awesome pic in msn. HAH! :)
loves.

you're like my bucket full of sunshine

I've finally got back my computer for a day of repair. haven got to online for a week, soo i'm happy! :)))) my weekend has been real hectic. it went by real fast though. headed down to tropicana mall once more with grandparents had an awesome meal and had ice blended coffee at this shop named "badd ass" real cool though its name. awesome coffee too! its a most GO! :)

i'll end here. nights peeps! xo

1/5/10

sorry with the REAL late blogging (: am i miss, no?

soo, went out with charissa, darling marcus, emelia and it was not bad, have been quite ahile since i went out on a sat. :) met up with aaron and his girlfriend too and had lunch with them at sushi king. went around shopping for charissa's dress for her IR event, sorry cherry i wouldn't be able to make it this sat. am busy. :( so, she finally got her dress and we met up with emelia who was with someone else. met a few new people, it was funnn. went for shisha later on, emelia wanted to try how it felt like, so wy not? :) chit chat, camwhored and headed back home at around 8 something. i'll just let the pictures entertain:

RAWR!

comp's been a bitch lately, so wouldn't be able to online for till next week? that is i hope :)

anything is give me a ring, or there is always sms aite

ciao people. its a FRIDAYYYYYYYYYY *loves

heading to cell later on :)