title needed

hihi, so i haven been bloggin much. only when i have something then i'd blog. and this few days, nothing much a=has come up but I've been to places, but no pictures. so all i have is a picture of me taken jsut now right after coming back from school. heh, lovin my hair now. like seriously, eventhough i have split ends at the bottom of my hair i still wanna keep my hair this way. its so hard for me to maintian my not-growing hair. psshh. haha, so anyways, i did a little shopping with my family yesterday at curve, ikano. pretty amusing knowing that the clothing there has improved after months on stepping foot in curve. currently my favourite shopping place now. sadly, the distance there is a problem if i don't have the transport

pretty much cloths being sold there. even the weekend flea market there has variaties in clothing too. and heels to die fr and not to mention the bags their. urgh, i want them all. haha, now i wish pyramid could change some of their selling products. the things there are always the same, not much choices. Will, i mean there are shops, many shops but it never change. there is no new stuff that catches my eye. aybe i go there too much in a week :/. bah.

can anyone give me a title for an essay? :) pleaseeee

 I believe in letting go

as long as it keeps me strong 

this week have been hard for me. i have no idea everything would turn out this way. I told my sorries and it wasn't good enough. now, i'm just waiting to see what's gonna happen. all i can do is to keep myself prepared for whatever thats coming. i'll accept for what they want.

but sometimes, i just don't get it why people must hold on grudges, is it all worth it? is all this drama all worth it? is that what high school is all about? is that just all? sometimes, i really just don't know what friendship means. I definitely am facing all of this really hard, but whatever i've said, i've said and it has no use to it or whatsoever. i'm just letting go. 

i find this interesting, adorable info :) 

“I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener. ² He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes^[a] so that it will be even more fruitful. ³You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you. - John 15: 1-3"

after doing my devotion, i really do feel much better realizing it does work when it comes to devotion. God just told me that, with all this pain, it just makes me a stronger person after facing all this problem as long as I listens to his words, Amen :)

old

i found a few pictures, and since everyone has their old pictures up in facebook, i figure why not put up mine too. and believe me i didn't have much pictures when i was young. and most of them i looked ugly, i wasn't a pretty cute doll growing up kay. i had big huge eyebags, very black. and will i was growing up i grew fatter. here are a few more decent and nice ones. 

 due to the date stated, 1998, means i was 4? haha,

In my Tunka Putra school. i deffinitely had a few memories back in that school eventhough i was there only for a few months. if you don't know what Tunku Putra is, its an international school, will a private school la, in Kuching. and my parents couldn't effort it, unless i don't wanna go college. haha. i remember i was in that school, i got stuck in the cubical toilet. i didn't know how the handles work back then. haha, so Jakun. Crawling out  from the bottom hole of the cubical was my only idea. so i did it :) 

 ohohoho, its my birthday :) chirstmas day and i'm one. hehehe

I know every year during my birthday my parents would fly out here to KL to celebrate the holidays with my grandparents. so I've been to KL for most of my life but then again, when i came here for holidays every year, it never seems familiar to me. even when i come here almost every year. I only recognise sunway pyramid with the lion head, every shopping mall looked the same to me not until i live here now :)

KLCC playground

 this are the moments a miss the most. :/ 

everything is now all so different. look how happy i was back then.

I don't remeber being so paranoid and worried bout anything at all. 

everything was so free. my mind was free. i bet i didnt even know what problem meant back then.

now that i notice, i have bangs growing up too :D
and i also while i was looking through all my old photos, i have alot of funky cool shoes back then. where are them right now? 

moments

HIHIHIHI :D 

I have no idea what to blog about. nothing have happened. i mean, there wasn't much happening this week. but yet again the week passed so fast? :/ mostly skipped classes for marchings, home, sleep, tuitions, eyebags, tired faces, what a weeeek. but i definitely benefit alot this week. :) 

anyways, on monday was our school photography session. and since we all were all already in the mood on camwhoring, we girls decided to take a few pictures for senior page as well :) while the guys.. being guys went doing their thing. pfft 

and of course the pictures :)

 (Y)(Y)

taking school pictures is fun. jumping shots to anywhere its all worth it even if we sweat like mad cows and jump our asses of till we're out of breath ( and under the hot scorhing sun we nowadays have -.- !@#$%^&@#$) . will, we all don't go out together, we definitely don't all hang out together. everyone have their own friends kan? so in school, thats the only place where we can take one m'sia pictures. AHAHAHA  i know we're all in uniforms but thats high school right? after this year, non of us are gonna even think on wearing our uniforms anymore. unless you're thinking of dressing up as a high school kid for halloween? :) haha.

I don't mind school, just the waking up early part and the study and of course school teachers with their grudges. other than that, school is alright. and maybe also the dramas. that could cut out, and life in school would be perfect. but then of course, there is no such thing of perfect huh? :/

for more pictures, do go look for my facebook. that is if you have nothing to do and you're interested. if not, heh, don't then. no forced.

Dilidelies

hehehehe, how was your week? i feel so dead tired. exhausted. days felt with never ending workouts and homeworks. I guess thats what we're for in life huh? it definitely has become my daily routine to go back to bed at night feeling like a dead fish and waking up the next morning like an old lady. 

anywaysss, hehe i just got back from marching practice. it has become intensive, from just two hours practice now to 4 hours. and not to say thats long, next eek there will be 8 hours of almost-whole day practice. I really do hope after all this hardwork, we do come back with at least top 3 :)  not letting any high expectations ruin the mood now.

will, I did not come to blog about my tired and busy days. but to say i have cravings for braids. hahaha, i make it sound liek its a food, but seriously. braids are so pretty. to me it does. but i don't know what you guys think but i feel gorgeous and more confident when my hair is braided. 

 someone tie this for me pleaseeee! 

 chic (Y)

don't we just look like twins. no? 

thanks to my mum, i get my hair braided every morning before going to school. will, only on certain days. i wish i could learn how to do it, i'm bad at hairs :/ maybe one day i'll try. braid ftw :)

SS17 currently has no water. i'm stuck her in my sweats, i shall go take a bath with the water that is willign ot flow out now. i stink!