I'm no denial :)
I've not been blogging. too stress to even think about what to blog. and I've had my issues lately this few weeks but its seems that my problem has gone but the people around me that i care of are facing a hard time. now life, why can't you just be nice just for once?
but to realize the people suffering with so much problems, i feel their heartache. especially when I've got nothing to offer to them but just words. its sad, how you want someone to cheer up but they just can't, cause its just too hard. and its depressing for me to see. as if i could feel their pain, and imagine how much mroe pain their feeling when their the ones who are the victim.
so, better appreciate whatever we have. don't ever ever EVER take any single soul for granted, cause you might never know what we'll lose one day. It may not be something expectable, cause trust me the most situations are usually from the impossible. let go what have left you, cause its what God have plan. It's just not what he has chosen for you. I'm sure joy would come when you let go, cause you can't hold on to saddness and expect happiness to come, do you? the best thing to think is that you're surrounded by warm-hearted people who loves you so much more :)
besides that, exams have been tough. i can't imagine how tough it will get when it comes to trials, what more SPM but according to what i've heard, SPM would be much easier? especially compare to trials. but still. i feel every side of me being alarmed with all kinds of subjects. killing my brain. sometimes i do think this exams are useless, cause all we do now for exam is memories and after all this dilly dellies we;'re all gonna flash it all out, and we're gonna have to go through all this stress all over again for the next round. why dont' they have exams in a funner way, where as students could get most infomations into our brains? instead of just aiming for the As that are not even helpful
I'm worn out. the next on my list for this week is economy and science. not to forget the nilas for morals. why on earth do we need to remember all this nilas when we're not gonna use the definition of it in future? weird. just wanna keep our poor minds busy, psshh