blogging in the middle of the night, at approximiately 1 o'clock in the morning feels so good :) feels awesome to finally have some rest off school, knowing we all don't need to wake up for class tomoro never felt better. the days of sleeping in, ahhhh. lets hope this one week of holidays would last long and now with a blink of an eye. I can say that my week is fully booked, one week is not enough and especially the days towards trials after raya, just gives me the adrenaline. *bangs head on book*

I'm proud to say,i've studied :) alot of Islam stuff in my mind now, i just hope it stays with me till the end. I'm so tired of reading through all those words again. Imagine the amount of other infos I have to force into my head. why didn't I listen when they ask to study during form 4?! pssh.

oh, what a nice rainy night ♥

Will you just marry me? :)

so, i'm back :) and since tonight i'll be   hitting the sacks late. i'll just blog a little some some so that my blog still lives for the sack of being here still hah. Ain't Lee Min Ho just so hot? :) sadly, he's taken now. psshh, I'll one day have my own Lee Min Ho.

nothing has happen lately, its all about the books, and more books. Skipped school a few days and I'm gonna skip it again tomoro. half the class don't even show up nowadays, and the teachers don't even come in and me and Emelia end up chatting the whole morning, till saliva also run out :) 

I tell you what, GUYS if you ever come upon this, please read it carefully :) don't treat girls like they have no feelings, or even if you guys don't have feelings for us girls, please maybe just show us a little respect :) that would be nice. instead of making fun of us, cursing and swearing at us like we have no dignity at all. doesn't mean we are friends, the F word is nice to hear. doesn't mean we are close, you can make fun of us publicly. show a little respect towards us, and we'll fully appreciate it. Guys we doesn't are really dicks, not a gentlemen at all. I'm tired of all this. thankyou. 

I cannot stop wondering 

If you're constantly thinking about me :)

Why is it always so hard, so hard to have the one person you want in your arms. Its just a heartbreak, waiting and waiting everyday, hoping one day it would happen. will, something would happen. and when something small, little actions happen, it makes you smile like nobody's business. like there is chemistry going on. but the next day, it goes back to waiting again. :/ why must everything be so complicated? I know it goes by step by step, but at least, maybe constantly building it up, day by day, (a little improvment?) wouldn't be that bad right? 

And the worst thing is, they don't take anything seriously. pssshh, guys.

Hello. Just the starting of a weekend and I'm already complaning.

I don't have the mojo to study even if I want too.

soo, here it goes. :)

A little somesome that I did just now. 

I love dressing up.
acting weird.
infront of the camera

I seriously was. bored. 

I'm not a big fan of big bods or buffy guys but this is real, this is undescribable. not only is he hot but Chris Evans really played a really good role in Captain America. sadly the story ended with him not meeting the girl at the end. and I'm guessing/hoping there's a continuetion for this? :)

definitely an eye candy 8D

believe in forever? forever not only in BGR. who say relationships are only for boygirl, can't it be also friends? our great bond, maybe even greater than boygirl relationships. what more do I need than a bunch of silly asses?! :) i need not to worry they might just walk out of my life cause true friends like them are hard to get them outta my side <3
need I say more? haha