school is back for like two days? since the three days weekend hols, and i'm already feeling the urghness. why can't school start around 8 or so? so anyways, had been real busy, with homeworks, school works, tuitions, activities and so on so have been neglecting my blog.

you know how some people, they are your friends but they jsut aren't. they were your friends but they aren't really anymore. they talk to you but they seems to neglect and look away. they just totally change into a different person which i never met and wish to not met :) i'm just real dissapointed, why can't they understand me for once? yea, i knw everything is real obvious. people from outside this friendship can see this gap, i too can feel it, just not to say anything for the best. and even if i do, nothing will cahnge. :) why does ego exist? hmmm. i don't seem to bother anymore, if you say i'm never around much then its all your making, you all gave me the attitude. maybe try having a relationship and u'll figure out what i'm going throu, don't go judging me when you don't know my life :)

and note to everyone, esther chai is a scary driver :) HAHAA, it was on friday. last friday. had the interact audition thingy at 15 and got esther drive us back to her house. i'm scare one day i'll drive like that. i ca't imagine me driving :) i may end up in newpaper news HAH!

i'll like to think that planet earthhhh turnssss... GREEN! :)

(my version)