First of all, I'd like to say a major sorry to my beloved darling marcus tam♥

all the misunderstanding, all the horrible arguements about nonsence and all my stupid mind. I'm deepy sorry darling. I've never wanna purposely hur t you that. it was a very selfish thignt o do. and luckiyl i did realise how much you mean to me in my life. I'd won't know what will go wrong even more if u'r not in it anymore. and i hope everything those go back to the way it is. cheery up darling. ♥♥ and i love u real deeply. call me stupid, if I'd ever do the same thing again. I won't forgive my self too! (:

and all the thigns you've done and given me, I wasn't much of a good person too for treating you that way. you've treat me well. gave me what i want when i ask, change for me (yes, i did notice ok!) and even for the many hours&hours of you always waiting for me. I appreciate it alot!♥ no more stupidness already. pinky promise! :)

so, today, was feeling abit down and skipped school. when out the whole day with darling and hang around daniel's place. went to mamak for breakfast and then to the park for a little exercise(?) HAHA. it was fun, even under the scrotching hot sun. heh
mata sepit. did i say, i lost my contacts while doing bm exam paper in tuition yesterday? HAH that was one of the reason why i skipped school. (:

I've been a goldfish this few days.
did i really change? someone tell me fast? i can't wait till tomoro. omg!