insecurity in onself, locked

have you ever feel that all you ever got is...everything but to you it feels like there is nothing? its just so complicated how everythign turns out to be like. first, you're having the time of your life and the next thing every shittyass questiosn comes shooting in your mind. I myself feel so insecure at times, i've no idea where my sense of confidence went too. i used to know how to do everyhting with a blink but now... i think i think too much nowadays. with all kinds of pressure facing. i'm not the only one right? somene tell me i'm not the only one. the shyness in me that just keeps stick through my skin and those "I don't know" word. killing my brain. i needa get myself up straight and fight my mind! :(

mayb its just exam pressure. gah maths. when it comes to form4 i realise my maths is horrible and i used to love it. whats wrong with me? my brain shrinking. HAH!