Nobody ever listens to the good but when it comes to the bad, just once and its all over the place. same goes to when a good friend is there nobody ever sees it, but when someone who does all the bad things to you over and over again you tend to still stick to them no matter what. am i right? its weird though. why are those great friend taken granteed for? when they the ones putting you number one in their lifes, when they are the one who try so hard to put a smile on your face, when they are the one that felt your pain.

 And when it comes to asking out for yamchas or just a small hangout,that person (that helped you with thick and thin, when no one cares about your shitty complains, who was there to give you all kind of advice, to show that he/she cares) is never there to join. Never once been treated special, but yet again those friends that left you when you were down were the ones that popped in your minds first.

I guess nobody ever sees the good. us as human beings, we tend to leave out the most important people in our lives. people who did the smallest thing for you but the most meaningful one. ever been through this kind of situations? maybe you haven, but those are the friends that you should never lose :)

I don't get it why people gives out stupid excuses like "because you weren't in school, because I seldom see you online anymore" all those those stupid becausessss. especially when there is a phone to contact? have sms not occur in your minds. just say it straight and not lie, that you never thought of asking. and it really does hurt when you find out that your friends, that you thought were your friends, are going out and never even bother asking you, and when you pretend being funny asking" tak ajak la!" he/she says "haiya just come la! self invite one. just come only.  nobody will mind!" yea, nobody will mind, BECAUSE nobody even cares whether you're there or not. try going through that and see whether you can ever say that again.

I don't know why must their always be a specific gang gang thingy where you only can mix with them only without your other friends. I'm not syaing anyone in particular. just the way i see things around me. if it hit you or something or you realised something, don't perasan. its not you :)

why don't my parents have friends issues? i wonder.