Goodbyes

Imagine life was like Gossip Girl. having gossips about yourself in everything you do and have done, secrets being exploit out without you even knowing, losing people in your life just by the little mistakes and your own selfish decisions or even seeing your own ex boyfriends/girlfriends sleeping with your best friend. can life be that dramatic as it is shown in gossip girl?

to think of it, I do see life that way sometimes. just not that dramatic as it is. we do have gossips floating around us, ruining our life. we do have friends backstabbing us in order to fight for themselves. we also have dramatic relationship every now and then. what we do not have, will WHAT I DONT HAVE would be the money they spend, the amount of money they used just to get what they want, and sometimes even for the wrong purposes. 

its not the gossip that destroys us, its the people that does it that changes everything. to trust a person, someone whom you called as a friend, someone who you thought you could count on, ends up spreading or even playing along that vicious rumor with everyone else. it kills you to see that the person who you thought would never hurt you is the one who hurts you the most. and the best part is, when you see your friendship in a big picture to forgive what that person have done to you.

hah, im just bored now. decided to show a little appearance back on blogger :) will update soon! since i'm having my two and a half week semester break now, so plenty of time for words. and i was just high on gossip girl. been catching up on it lately, waiting for the latest one to air. i know, its a lot of drama in it but thats what its made for isnt it? better than a boring storyless movie. hah! xoxo,