It gets harder

But I'll hold on too it.

I was home almost the whole day but my morning was good eventhough i woke up feeling all heavy headed. maybe its the lack off sleep. have been up quite late the pass few nights facing the laptop and also reading this book" I did tell, I did" its about a little girl , growing up being told by her mother that she doesn't deserve to be loved, while her mother treats all her other siblings with so much love. and she ends up will sexually abuse by her godfather who she thought loved her, worst was her mother knew it but continue ruining her life when all she wanted was to be loved by her mother. i mean, comon what kind of mother is that?! even how badly you didn't want a child during that time you knew you were pregnant, it was all your fault for being irresponsible and even more irresponsible when you treat her that way while she was growing up? pfft. really sad to read this kind of books, looking how the amount of kids that grew in such situations. really make me appreciate my life more in a way :)

if you're interested you could maybe go to the library or even MPH to look for it.

there are alot of this kind of books in the humanity section. really inspiring too :)

okayyyy, i wanted to talk about my day i end up talking about books. heh. so yea, i went to SS2 this morning with both my parents while my sister headed for sunday school. and we checked out the pasar malam or isit called pasar pagi since its was morning. lol. yea, have been ages since i went to one and i was surprise with the amount of thngs sold there, and the price. cheap like mad. my tummy was calling for food, so we went for seafood. for a person like who me who hates fish, it was pretty good. definitely must go back to try out the crabs there. onomnomnom. hehe